To my very "best friend"

Of course i am annoying you "my friend".Yes its me again with my obscure thoughts , my inner desires , my envies , my needs .My little valuable companion in my most horryficly abstract creations.
Yes i guess you remember me crawling among your non-existent excuse and the truth , between your rotten values and the light.
Beware though , because you are trully naked to my eye..
Beware though , because i see your empty soul , passing astonishingly transparent in front of me...
Yes there's a hole in my soul too, but it stands there bleeding proudly from emotions ,pain, love , betrayal,lies..
And suddenly you my very "best fiend" , you oh beloved one , you stand silent..
You, the writer of so many , the poet of so numerous...
My eyes are the answer to you, the terrible sound of my limits braking is my song to you..
My dear, my very very "best friend"...